Sometimes you think about it…

Dear sleeping disorder, PLEASE GO AWAY. I’m already having a tough time in school and not getting enough sleep is a killer. I toss and turn the whole night and sometimes, I will tend to wonder what will the sky look like at 4 in the morning. I don’t want have the doctor freaking me out again. If you don’t go away, I’m going die not getting sleep! I don’t want to wake up in the morning and have the thumping pain again.

Dear Marilyn, HURRY UP AND COME BACK HERE! I can’t wait till the 30th of March. I’m sitting here and dying to tell you about all the kind of crap.

Dear Nuwan, GOSH! I miss you so much! Get well soon ):

And lastly,

Dear you, (: Nah, it’s okay. I know how you feel. I forgive you. Okay. I forgive everyone. Winnie, you’re just too nice. ANYWAYS, moving on, well, I’m sorry that well, you don’t want to see my face or anything. But I guess well, it’s okay. I deserve all those looks. Honestly, I can’t blame you. Well, I forgive you.

Note To Self, stop blogging and get back to the homework.

Oh, there’s a citrus constellation in the galaxy.

HeyLeLoo.

Gosh. Today was awesome. I’m serious. Monica, Hiru, Danial, Chin Chien, Bryan and I had a good laugh today about things. It feels so good to be laughing and not caring of things (: So yesterday, my lovely brother gave me a good talk about how I should stand my ground. I can’t let a rotten chocolate chip ruin this tough cookie here, am I right?

I have no idea what I’ll do without my brother. He’s the one that taught me to back up for yourself and not let someone run your life. He’s also the one that taught me that there are a billion and one fish in the sea and there are many chance and doors. You just need to find it. Wil, I love you too. He maybe small but don’t underestimate my big brother!

So pretty much, I feel awesome when I woke up in the morning today. OH and Chin Chien made my day today. And the best part is, it was during Add Maths period. HAHAHA! Hilarious I better go now. It’s time for the afternoon nap.

PS : Hey you. Yeah you. I know you’re reading this. Well, I don’t know what’s your problem, going all stomping when you see me and give me that glare of yours. And when I smile at you, you just give me the “rot-in-hell” look of yours. What about the whole “I want you to be happy” and “I want the best for you”. Well, I guess that’s not you. I guess you don’t want our friendship anymore.

And pocket full of smiles!

Michael Bublé ♥

Ivan’s church Valentine’s Day : It Had To Be You, was awesome. Aaron and Joey was pretty nice to talk to! On Sunday, I finally held my squash racquet after two weeks of not paying the squash court a visit. I miss coach. Today school was pretty musical. Jeffrey, I’m sorry I screamed at you. I mean it wasn’t my day today you know. SORRY!

Anyways, I really got to stop thinking too much. I have to start being the happy Winnie again. I don’t want to end up in the hospital next. After what the doctor said, it freaked me out. Better start relaxing Winnie. I’m coming sea. Talking about sea, JASON! How about we go to New York and have an awesome holiday on a cruise too!

That’ll be awesome! Well, I miss Jason. (See Jason? At least someone in Malaysia here misses you) Sea, here I come. I need to escape in a boat and go into the middle of the ocean and I’ll come back when I feel like it. Hmm…that’s a pretty good plan! Note to self : Bring your diving suit and the diving card! I need to relax. Before I end up in the hospital. Oh well, Chinese New Year holidays are coming soon.

So, Cherating beach, HERE I COME! Oh well, what do you know, thinking of the sea does make me happy!

And we’re back to square one. Where it all started again..

I’m sorry. That’s all I got to say. I know it’s hard but hey, I’m sorry. But hey,someday you’ll get your chance.

January?

Hey there, my name is Sheldon and I’m an escargot. It’s French for snail and I am yummy!

See, what did I tell you about animals being photogenic? Look at Sheldon! (yes I named the snail because it’s just so cute!) It’s waving! I shall ask Uncle Clement for that scuba diving trip and I shall get my very own Sheldon Jr. Winnie! Get back to reality here!

Hello ladies and gentlemen.

I’m sorry that my post are getting really short lately. I’m just busy (and lazy) that I don’t have the mood tblog much. I miss my blogging mood. Anyways, I’ve just realized that January is gone. Gosh. It’s just like yesterday I was whining about how I didn’t want to go back to school and now, here I am, thinking this year is going to fly so fast.

Sighs. The next moment I know, I’ll start going back for all the college fairs and now let’s talk my lovely Uncle Anson and Aunt Florence ’s wedding.

I went to my lovely Uncle Anson’s wedding! (Aunt Florence as such an AWESOME tattoo!) Well, I wasn’t suppose to be there so and since Joyce came, I just had to ask daddy whether he can go. And he said he was pretty much sick…so I got that seat. I was daddy’s replacement!

Had pictures with the newly wedded couple.

Oh did you know that Kellie’s Castle is an such a beautiful place for wedding photos?

Yes I know I get easily distracted by little things but The Hilton gives you pretty little chocolates that comes in pretty little metal boxes!

Meet the soprano singer. I forgotten her name but when she sang Amazing Grace, gosh. Her chords were SO bloody good!!

So, congratulations to Uncle Anson and Aunt Florence. Oh my SPECIAL note is : Get my ang pou ready! Chinese New Year is SOON! The wedding was pretty much nice because no wedding dinners I’ve been to has a soprano singer before and this is a wedding where I see ALL my grandpa’s side of the family! Yes dear grandaunts and granduncles, I’ve grown! I’m no longer that little girl that is heck clumsy

Chinese New Year is around the corner. I’m not much in the Chinese New Year mood. Well, at least I know my Scottish cousins will be back pretty soon. I hope.

Sea breeze,sea,waves,beach and the cold sea water! Where are you when I need you? Like my kawan baik, Hiru say, we all need to a great escape, don’t cha think? Hiru! You’re an awesome friend! You’re so understanding and you’re SO nice to talk to! Gosh. Thanks so much for being there when my head has gone haywire and for understanding my whole loads of crap today. You rockin’ fella. Who knew you will be someone who I never expect to understand my load of crap today but you still did!

PS : NUWAN MARTIN! Get Well Soon. ):

NICHOLAS NG WEI SHERN! Happy Sweet Sixteen. God knows how many times I’m going to wish you. First it was by sms, then it was Facebook and now on my blog. Oh well…:) Have blast today! Oh Nick! I wasn’t in the hospital. Ivan and I (it was my idea though ) just decided to joke around with ya

yellow laughing sponge!

Oh so cute! Spongebob!! So, today, in school, I kept Aerin updated. Sorry Aerin but I know you wanted to spit the water at my face when I told you that but hey, sooner or later I HAVE to get you updated! I keep Darshee updated every freaking day of my boring life. So since I haven’t been talking to you lately, so today I got you updated on things too! HEHEHE!

Gosh. I’m back to the insomnia and my wonderful sleeping disorder. Constantly waking up and not getting back to sleep and getting less than 3 hours of sleep. I felt I was literally sleep walking in school due to my tired eyes. Oh well, please please insomnia please go away. I’m off to physics tuition now. Have I told you my worst subject is physics? Even Add Maths isn’t that terrible as physics!

Today it’s awesome because I’m currently staring outside of the window looking at the big bright moon and star telling I should not have regrets about today. Just smile. (: In my 16 years of living, I’ve never seen such beautiful a night in my life except today. Gosh! And the night sky! Shinning stars just fills up the whole sky making it like sequins on a black piece of paper. Breath taking. ♥